Hide And Seek: A Deconstruction

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Hide And Seek: A Deconstruction

Sat in the library at Carleton this afternoon and decided to have a closer listen to a song that May and Dan put me on to during their last visit. It’s by Imogen Heap and it’s called Hide and Seek.

So I listened to it a few times and then decided to put it on single-song repeat for a while to kind of figure it out. I listened to it for quite a while in the background as I reviewed data and made graphs. I checked the iTunes play count and it was 23 by the time I turned it off (93 minutes or so). So you could say that I extensively checked it out I guess.

Needless to say it is a very compelling track. Not exactly ‘cross-format focused for airplay success’ but something along the lines of what Negativland had in mind when they described a song that had been designed. I don’t know if Imogen Heap did design it, but that’s the effect I get. And I must say that I am not using ‘design’ in a pejorative sense at all. It’s a small miracle of craftsmanship.

The song itself is just over four minutes. And it’s almost impossible to pin down something that it is like. Not because it is totally unlike anything you’ve heard before, but because it is self-contradictory in so many ways. That, I believe, is one reason it is so fascinating.

The song is solo voice accompanied by rich vocorder harmonies. This makes it immediately reminiscent of Laurie Anderson’s Home of the Brave. After this point, though, we have to start into the contradictions if we want to discuss this song any more.

This is a real christmas tree kind of track. It is jammed full of tweaky effects, and is wildly inconsistent. One minute we have large concert hall reverb, the next the room is dead. There is exactly one industrial hammer sound in the 4 minutes. One minute we have bright (almost painful) treble-rich pop EQ, the next we have mid overload: muddy distorted vocorder. This inconsistency should make it really bad. It makes it really good.

The metre of the song is also contradictory. On a casual listen it seems to be what hymnodists would call ‘Particular Meter’. Meaning basically that the metre of the tune is custom-matched to the metre of the words; in other words it wouldn’t fit into the traditional scheme of having a book of tunes and a book of words and picking an appropriate pair. It also seems like it’s kind of ‘not in time’, very flowing, very expressive, and — while very rhythmic — totally irregular. That is how it sounds on a casual listen.

Now I have this thing that May and Dan will attest to that I hear songs in different metres than normal other people do. I thought perhaps it was just me when I began to hear the piece in 4… But I patiently counted out the whole track. It turns out that the casual listen I talked about in the last paragraph is wrong. The song of contraditions. The irregular metre is not the truth as the song is actually an extremely consistent 4/4 (roughly 120 bpm) from first beat to the rit at the end. It is heavily misbarred, which is another common quality of old american hymns. Misbarred songs have the metrical emphasis on the wrong beats. They are misleading because it sounds like you’re jamming a beat here and and stealing a beat there, but when you look at it closely they’re plain old 4/4 or whatever. Imogen’s singing is expressive for sure, and she pulls a couple of beats around, but that’s style. As Shelley once said, there’s writing and then there’s singing.

The thing is that even when you know it’s in 4, the song (particularly around the Hide and Seek part) just wants to be heard as expressive, free of metre, almost like the rhythmic but metreless cadenza in opera. Despite this and the relaxed performance, all the rests are counted. The production of the multiple vocorder tracks probably necessitated this.

Harmonically the track is sticking to its contradictory guns. We go from 2 voice wide open unschooled harmony to (I didn’t count) 4-5 voice crunchy close packed stuff that even gets jazzy. What kind of song is this anyway? No answers from the harmonic world… I almost want to write this song down to try to figure it out. (Unlikely to have time anytime soon though in case you were thinking of asking.)

Despite its massive harmonic structure for a pop song, it is begging for at least two more parts. I hear a deep bass (perhaps doubling some of her low notes), and there is definitely a descant super-high part in there. Actually she gives us 4 notes of the high part at one point, but I hear a lot more of it.

The thing is, if I put in all the things that I’m hearing in this track it would become a lumbering overstuffed mess. It seems to be precisely the things that are misssing that enable it to survive. The reason I said the song seemed ‘designed’ is that I find myself cued to “imagine in” these missing parts, and I think that’s another reason that it is so compelling.

In keeping with my “I never listen to the words” behaviours I haven’t commented on the poem, but it is clearly as varied as the tune. Each part of this song is over so fast — you kind of want it to keep going the way it was going for a few more verses. It’s almost as if there’s a whole album of music compressed into this one track if only you let your brain expand the verses of each section out… pretend you’re listening to five smoothly interconnected 30-second samples of songs and that’s kind of what this song does without sounding like it isn’t one song. So weird. So compelling.

The song can be had from the Interweb’s usual warez spots and the iTMS. But I think I’m going to buy this person’s album, just to see if this track was some kind of divine intervention or whether there’s more than four minutes of this kind of coolness.

return to cmh blog Arts & Literature › music     2005-07-14 00:47   ...85
Lyrics

(Long comment, apologies in advance.)

If you're a "never listen to the words" type, I am probably "listens to the words too much and the music not enough." Anyway, I thought it would be interesting to try transcribing the words as I heard them. Except for the final section of the song where the contrapuntality overwhelmed me, I was surprised at how easy it was to hear what I thought she was singing despite all the processing of her voice.

Hide and Seek (what Andrew heard)

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall
crop circles in the cornfield
sinking fading

Spinning round again and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their hands and feel

hide and seek
dreams of solving machines
all those years
they were here first

Oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

hide and seek
dreams of solving machines
you won't catch me around here
blood and tears
they were here first

Mmm what you say
Mmm that you only meant well
well of course you did

Mmm what you say
Mmm that it's all for the best
of course it is

Mmm what you say
Hmm that it's just what we need
you decided this

Mmm what you say
Hmm what did you say?

Bits of landscape falling out your mouth
Bits we don't lose people who call it
Cause speak no feeling no unbelieving
You can pick
you don't care a bit
at 2005-7-14 12:28 by Andrew
The actual lyrics

So I went to Imogen Heap's website (which you link to above) and found that "since nearly every email [they] receive at the moment is asking for the lyrics to Hide & Seek," they've posted them on the site. I came pretty close, mostly, though one mistake embarrases me a little.
at 2005-7-14 18:49 by Andrew
about the trains?
at 2005-7-14 21:54 by maysie
lyrics

What do we think the (actual) lyrics are telling us?
at 2005-7-14 22:28 by cmh
Meaning

Keltie suggested, and I think she's right, that this is a story about the end of a relationship and somebody moving out.
"Crop circles in the carpet" are those divots where furniture once rested; "oily marks" on walls where the pictures used to hang; dust settling after being disturbed.

Of course, it could be about something else entirely, or maybe she just liked the sound of the words strung together.
at 2005-7-15 11:41 by Andrew
You know when you hear something you really really really love SO much that you're afraid to share it with your friends in case they hate it and you feel dumb for liking it but then you do anyway because you've never been much good at keeping secrets and it turns out they like it just as much as you?

Yeah.

Anyway, re: lyrics - good call, Keltie. Totally a breakup song. Andrew, 'solving machines' - funny, but almost makes more sense than the real lyric. xoxo See you all next weekend! w00t!
at 2005-7-22 22:11 by Erin
imo

amazing song. love it so much. I think it's a song of moving. A young child in a new house perhaps. 'The sweeping insensitivity' how years of memory can be destroyed so quikly and without care etc etc. I could go on but im too busy singing along to it. byeee x
at 2005-8-1 17:32 by toby
meaning of lyrics

Strange how I see this in a completely different perspective. To me it's a song about how ruthless and cynical this world has become.
at 2005-8-2 18:32 by giulio
wow

Just recieved the album in the mail today - HOLY I'm in love with it.

Don't bother calling for the next few days... ;)
at 2005-8-3 23:26 by erin
If you like the original...

You'll love this remix:

http://www.myspace.com/morganpage
Click on "Download" under the "Hide and Seek Remix" link.
at 2005-8-4 20:27 by kenn l
meaning of lyrics

i dont like it whatssoever. I love the OC, but that song sucked. Fix you by coldplay would have gone down a storm, or hallelujah from the 1st series.
at 2005-8-9 10:51 by Toonjay Noofy
songs lyrics

Shut up Toonjay Noofy. that song is so passionate. your obviously an insensitive p***k.
at 2005-8-9 10:53 by Jensue Koochuk
i love the deconstruction of the song it was really interesting and made me appreciate the song even more
at 2005-8-10 23:39
this song

this song fucking rocks it was a perfect ending for the show, it's not jeff buckley but it fucking rocks
at 2005-8-12 14:03 by Bam
Hide and Seek

Imogen Heap's Hide and Seek is the most interesting and wonderful song I've heard in years (since the version of Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley that was on an earlier OC.)
Harmony/disharmony draws you in and holds you there wanting more. Love it!
at 2005-8-13 18:15 by Wanda
re: remix

Je deteste this remix. Sorry - just sounds super amateurish to me. The beat he adds is mechanical and un-interesting - it robs the song of its beautiful structure by forcing into his (boring) beats. Granted, he does some interesting bits in the 'intro', but overall I never want to hear it again.

However - I would like to hear a really GOOD remix of it - despite the fact that I think it'll be really tough to do. I read on the myspace/morganpage site that Imogen isn't interested in remixes of it. I wonder if that's true or if that was her just brushing off the morganpage guy, and if it's true if someone trendy like Artful Dodger stepping up might change her mind...
at 2005-8-31 22:21 by erin
wow your bad

As a personal lover of that song i am offended at how awfully you trashed the lyrics. its such a deep meaning and no one gets it now. By the way the ending was the most pathetic and not to be rude but you should really check your work before a bunch of people rely on you "version" of the lyrics....
at 2005-9-2 21:06 by Kaitlyn
Hide & Seek - Imogen heap (Randy Boyer & Eric Tadla aka EnMass mix)

Hey guys and girls, I did a really great mix to this song. This song was an inspiration to me in my life, and I related on the same level as immix, if you guys want to hear it, email me djranpage@djranpage.com, also if you want more info on the remix go to my websites www.djranpage.com and www.enmass.com
at 2005-9-7 11:53 by Randy
I think that it is much more about death. Or some other tragedy. It's about regret and not being able to understand what's happening "where are we? what the hell is going on?" that is a first reaction to something out of control happening. "when busy streets amess with people all stop to hold their heads heavy" about mourning. I found out this morning that one of my best friends was killed yesterday in a car accident. This song perfectly fits how I feel right now. "Spin me round again and rub my eyes, this can't be happening..."
at 2005-9-15 05:16 by Kate
my interpretation

I think that it is much more about death. Or some other tragedy. It's about regret and not being able to understand what's happening "where are we? what the hell is going on?" that is a first reaction to something out of control happening. "when busy streets amess with people all stop to hold their heads heavy" about mourning. I found out this morning that one of my best friends was killed yesterday in a car accident. This song perfectly fits how I feel right now. "Spin me round again and rub my eyes, this can't be happening..."
at 2005-9-15 05:16 by Kate
where can i download it

well where can i down load it????
at 2005-9-17 05:56 by jane
my interpretation

I think this song is about the poeple of Iraq and how america just went in and took over the joint. i think the end they are singing to our good friend "W" (Mr. Bush)--- who knows though.
at 2005-9-17 21:42
my interpretation

I think this song is about the poeple of Iraq and how america just went in and took over the joint. i think the end they are singing to our good friend "W" (Mr. Bush)--- who knows though.
at 2005-9-17 21:42
Hide & Seek - Imogen Heap (Randy Boyer & Eric Tadla Miz AKA EnMass)

Here is the link to download the mix, you have untill monday 9-26-05 let me know what you think http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=1JF6SDM0NWRF13RXJPAV0W7GZ0
at 2005-9-20 11:34 by Randy
Amazing

I made sense I think of everything except
The hide and go seek part lol:I love this song and my way of hearing it is possible to my frame of mind

I think, the song is all about breaking up with someone
Where are we?
What the hell is going on?___They are breaking up and she doesn't know where their relationship stands___
The dust has only just began to form
Crop circles in the carpet_____marks in the carpet when furniture is moved_____
Sinking, feeling_____ the feeling is only beginning to sink in____
Spin me around again____confused, disbelief___
And rub my eyes
This can't be happening
When busy streets
A mess with people
Would stop to hold
Their heads heavy
____This describes the grief she is feeling and people's reactions when she tells them__:
Hide and seek__I don't understand the hide and seek part
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first____ this refers to how she thought they would be together forever but their relationship wasn't a material thing that could last that long and those things were there before they were and will be long after
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before___ she starts to think about times they had before when things were happy (i.e. looks at the bed where they made love) or the marks left on walls when pictures that were hanging there for a long time are taken down___
The takeover__the complete takeover of your body by grief
The sweeping insensitivity of this still life____ goes without saying
Then as to ends it talks about another women and how he should just stop trying to explain himself because he doesn't care a bit
at 2005-10-2 22:53 by Joy
My opinion

My friend and I were trying to figure out what this song is about, and we came up with something different than what you guys posted up.. we thought it was about war, whats going on ? the dust circles that are forming are because of the bombs , people holding their heads heavy are in mourning, its a "takeover", shes talking about happier times when she talks about the pleasure moments that hung before... and then the "you only meant well" is to Bush .. like what the hell did you you say you only meant well and this is for the best.. "you decided this" but in truth "you dont care a bit".. newspaper cutouts and midsweet talk, hes trying to convince theworld that hes doing the right thing but "i not believe you" .. she doesnt believe him, bc he "doesnt care a bit" . tell me what u think
at 2005-10-7 13:29 by Rachel
outta sight

i'm outta control with this one; i can't stop playing it. there is so much here - where do you start? this is one powerful piece.....
at 2005-11-28 17:49 by shinypencils
what I think it means

I think its about a house that used to be a home (maybe she grew up in it and moved out). And upon revisiting it one day everything had obviously changed. Furniture leaving imprints in the carpet. Where pictures hung there is nothing but stains. Maybe she remembers how she used to play hide and seek in that house when she was young. "All those years, they were here first" Angry at what her home has become. "The take-over, the sweeping insensitivity", It seems wrong of someone to treat her home like somthing other than just that. "Ransom notes....newpaper word cut-outs". The house is now for sale. The fact that the only way possible to get her home back means to pay for it, makes it feel like the house is sending her ransom notes to her (maybe sale ads in the papers). It seems as if the house decided its fate and thought it would be best. The house obviously doesn't answer and seems not to care as much as she does, cause after all it's just a house and has no feelings.
at 2005-11-29 02:07 by 2D
the bitter sweetness

for me.. this song represents the end to a bitter sweet relationship. the whole experience was essentially a nightmare.. blood and tears.. but the girl is heartbroken all the same. because her life with him was her life, and it will always be a part of her.. 'they were here first'. the chorus 'what did you say/what did she say until you don't care a bit' is his voice in her mind. he was/is in disbelief that she could end the relationship. and she is still coming to terms with why she has.. the dust is only beginning to fall now, crop circles.. the remains of their relationship lie before her. over and out.
at 2005-12-6 01:14 by cait
please don't flame me but...

couldn't this song be about aliens? crop-circles, etc. and in the video she's looking all space-agey. "they" were here first? who's they? aliens.
at 2005-12-11 07:02 by gwen
Meaning??

How 'bout a divorce??. A mother taking her child away??
"Childs perspective"
at 2005-12-22 18:02 by Kawika
Any suggestions please?

Okay so, I'm a dancer I have been ased to choreograph a peice to b eused in a show in March I havent got long as I have to audition dancers in the next couple of weeks. I would really love to use this song as I can see it working well using contemporary movements. However, I need to explain why i chose certain movements, why i chose the song, what meaning does it have, what's the connection. I've litened to this song so many time I still can't decide what it is about. I need some inspiration. I would really appreciate it if someone could help. Thanks
Amber!
at 2006-1-11 07:12 by Amber
my own thoughts

okay im pretty excited about this song. and i know no one is going to read this because this whole deal is so outdated. but i wanted to write this down because. well we all know that it helps to write things down.
anyways, yay for the long intro. sorry. i take a long time telling stories. its terrible.
i was thinking about the lyrics, which obviously hold some very deep meaning. i was impressed by the whole idea of moving out, as in the crop circles in the carpet. but i was also impressed by the thought of war, implied by falling dust, and the complete "insensitivity" of society in general, which i will not comment on.
so these two ideas. while they seem in a way contradictory or at least exclusively disjunctive, i think it is very possible that they coexist within the songs poem.
if you think about it, a breakup-and-move-out situation parallels closely the tragedy of war. and in the song, things go from very personal "pleasure moments" to a universal time of mourning: "streets a mess with people would stop to hold their heads heavy". this becomes apparent if you take this line in enjambment with the preceding one.
as for "trains and sewing machines", is this not both mainstream and personal? trains thread the globe, no pun intended. sewing machines are pretty much exclusively found in the home. they are also both very loud.
people who are afflicted with "insensitivity" naturally dont "care a bit". this can be said for your stupid ex or for society as a whole. its just the way it is. thats on a more minor note.
for my grand finale i just want to mention again the falling dust, which connotes the feeling of war, as in bombs and debris. it is mostly used figuratively, though, as in an argument or angry dispute. dust settling. again, this ties together the personal and the universal.
anyways. "hide and seek" really makes me cry. its just so beautiful. and im not going to comment on that aspect of it, the sound i mean, and the emotion of it, because i wont be able to finish.
but what i want to suggest is just listen to the lyrics of the song, and read along if you dont already know them by heart, no pun intended, while keeping in mind war and breakup.
were all looking though, all searching, for a truth, something that defines our humanity completely, and gives purpose. and we have to admit, we are fatally insensitive. before the train, before the sewing machine, there was blood and tears. can we find our own nature in our innovations? "oh you wont catch me around here". maybe we need to go back to where we were before. maybe we need to experience raw humanity once again.
at 2006-2-27 01:17 by ryan m
wow

dude, props to ryan m
at 2006-4-12 20:01 by Tina
In Tears

Okay, I am officially bawling at my computer right now. I think ryan m is right, it could go either way. But it is obviously a deep and emotional song. The first time I heard this song my heart caught in my throat and I got chills. The overall sound is simply amazing. Add in meaningful words and you have yourself a helluva song.
at 2006-4-29 17:17 by Ash Night
trains and sewing machines

I too, think this is about leaving someone without word.

Maybe the trains represent moving vans? They are big and look like they carry cargo boxes on the back of them.
at 2006-5-18 23:32 by CJ
so...

Sooo.. honestly.. whose lives have been altered by this song? Who has had something happen to them that immediately brought this song to mind?

Just recently, My fiance of 5 years left me. As I was just getting over it, I heard this song.

Ive never cried like this before..

ever..

The crop circles in the carpet.. furniture, no longer there...

Oily marks on walls, left around paintings or art that was once around the house..

Busy streets Ammassed with people who stop to hold their heads heavy... people feeling your pain.. knowing what you've been through..

Since my fiance left me, I've attempted suicide twice. Ive failed, obviously, both times.

I now have her name carved on to my arm..

Im not messed up.. Theres nothing wrong with me..

Hearing this song after all of this has helped me to find myself, and realise that if I put down everything that has happened, and just leave it, life CAN go on again..

Maybe it will..

anyway, Imogen, Miss Heap, whatever you would like us, your beloved fans to call you, I'd like to thank you from the very bottom of my soul for giving me an outlet for all of my pain..

I, for one, when I have the money together will be coming to see you perform live.

you're amazing.

Jaybeat2k5@hotmail.co.uk - www.soundclick.com/j-beat2k5

If you want to hear my outlet/comeback to my fiance leaving me, look for " I Tried my Best" on the music section of my site..

Theres a remix of Hide and Seek in the pipeline, if you're all interested. it wont be fantastic, but I feel as though I have to do something to make myself part of the song.. you know?

anyway.. Thank you Imogen, and thanks to all of you here on this forum for being so honest and for helping me to understand what this song was truly about. Anything you wish for it to be about.
at 2006-5-24 20:14 by Jaybeat2k5
wow wow wow wow i FUCKING love this song. it's amazing. i don't even know exactly what it's about. every time i hear it time stops and it really makes me think about things. everything about it sounds sad. the song is so mysterious and lonely. i don't think anyone will ever really know where the words come from unless Imogen Heap reveals how she wrote it. it sounds so personal and only she will probably understand it. but anyways i really love this song and it touches me in a crazy good way:)
at 2006-6-11 21:39 by britneyyyy
stings mix

Like all of you, I believe this song is the most amazing vocal work to rattle the bones in my ears in years! I listened to it over and over, laying on the carpet well into the night. I agree with most of you that the song is about a breakup . . . a heart shattering, disrupt your life for while, breakup.

Though the original version is tear jerking enough, the strings version had me welling up in five seconds flat! This is the most beautiful song of the century!
at 2006-6-25 14:29 by Ian
This song pretty much rocks

So yeah. I've listened to this song about 30 times (maybe not very much compared to other fans out there...) and im still somewaht stumped as to waht this song is really saying... (as Im sure everyone else who posted a comment on this site is). Anyway, a few friends of mine and myself are planning to sing this song for a school talent show... (how are we gonna do it you ask? we got a special accapella disc that allows us to hear each individual part. pretty frickin amazazing) and to fully perform we really need to know what it is about. we all got together and tried picking it apart... and we all pretty much decided taht it was about a breakup... her moving out... The crop circles in carpet - furniture marks... oily marks/pleasure moments - marks where photos used to hang. dust beginigng to fall - she has just moved out and since the home has no activinty, dust is forming. Ect.

the things that we had the most troulbe with were the trains/sewin machines and the hide and seek part. we thought taht maybe the trains/s.m, being that they were here first meant that like this girl is sayin that these two competley random opostie things were there in her life more than her bf was and maybe this is a reason that they are not together anymore. maybe...? maybe not...?


hide and seek, i am clueless as to what that is sayin. maybe like that was the basis of there relationship in her oppinion. like they were always apart... he was "hiding" and she was "seeking" for his love and he 'wouldnt give it to her' in a sense. I dont kno.

the rest of the lyrics, when you think about them arent that hard to decode. "people holdin heads heavy" - mourning and understanding. (wow this is getting to be a looong commnet, if anyone is reading this, sorry for the length) "sweeping insenstivy of this still life" - sayin how insenstive people in our current world can be kinda...

the whole "mmm whatcha say" thing is basiclly him making excuses and her being sarcastic back to him. antoher thought we had was that MAYBE he was cheatin on her or now after the breakup has another girlfriend becasue the lyrics are "what did SHE say"

so yea... i think thats about it for this loong comment.

if anyone reads this.. let me know what you think.

thanks
at 2006-7-3 15:16 by Cody
Correlations...

This song seems to me to fit current political context. Think of the artist as a representative of the innocence and honesty of man, and the person she is singing to as the representative of all that is oppressive, unjust, and elitist in man. Yet again things after trusting those in power things are wrong. They tell us its for the best... of course it is. It's just what we needed, but that's only the opinion and decision that they made. Maybe it's a stretch, I'll admit, but it and the "breakup" concept were the first things to pop into my mind as I listened to this over and over. In any case, a really great song that makes you perk your ears up and listen.
at 2006-8-4 16:46 by lx2
Meaning

Here is my take on the song's meaning.

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only
just begun to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking feeling.....
......The song begins just after the boyfriend/husband has dumped the girl/wife (Imogen?). She didn't see it coming and is in complete shock. He's made up his mind - this is over. She feels blind-sided and it is all happening so quickly.


Spin me round again
and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy....
....She's thinking, "What?! Rewind. Do over. Replay. Let me turn around and let's start over. Someone please wake me up from this nightmare. I'm confused; this just can NOT be happening. WHAT?!?!?" Again, she did not see it coming. She obviously does not want the relationship to end.


Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first....
....I'll explain "hide and seek" in a bit. It's meaning is offered later in the song. Speaking in general terms, trains tend to be a possession that would likely belong to males (perhaps a hobby of the boyfriend/husband, or the trains could belong to the couple's sons(s)) and sewing machines are thought to be possessions that would typically belong to females (the wife's or daughter's). These were items they purchased together back in the early days of their relationship. The items point towards the fun memories of the early days but they are also an indication of the perceived committment to this being a long-term, perhaps even a life-long, relationship. All those fun, memory-filled years with all of their promises (explicit and insinuated -through the joint purchases) were here first. Remember how good we were?! Again, she really did not see this relationship ever ending...and she's felt that way for a long time.


oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
the sweeping insensitivity
of this
still life....
....I think this has been well covered by lots in previous blogs. She's just mentioning more reminders (crop circles = moved furniture) of their lives together. Pictures of them (and their children; and perhaps their children's artwork) WERE once on the walls, but they are now being removed in this move. Again, she didn't see any of this coming, so the move and everything about it seems hostile...almost like their home is being violated.


At this point, her head isn't spinning as much as the shock is wearing off. She has begun to gather her thoughts and begins putting things together. She has this entire conversation with herself outloud. She's fills in for him, because he's packing and trying to leave as quickly as possible. He said everything he meant to say in his breakup speach. Her speech is filled with anger and sarcasm.

HER: mm what d'ya say?
HIM (she's filling in for him): that you only meant well
HER (dripping with sarcasm): well of course you did

HER: mm what d'ya say?
HIM (she's filling in for him): this it's all for the best
HER (dripping with sarcasm): of course it is

HER: mm what d'ya say?
HIM (she's filling in for him): that it's just what we need
HER (dripping with sarcasm): you decided this?

HER: what did you say?
HER (coming to full realization of what has happened): what did SHE say?....
....You lying, cheating $#@%%^&%@


Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
Speak no feeling no I don't believe you
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit....
....She's using a metaphor to suggest that he's hijacked their love. He's kidnapped and hidden his true feelings for her. She's claiming that he still loves her, but he's denying it and lying about his feelings. Everything that comes out of his mouth is a denial of his love, but she's claiming that he's just kidnapped his true feelings (ransom notes) and his talking to her in this "everything is ok" voice. He's putting on a good show, but she's not falling for it. He speaks without feeling, but she doesn't believe him.


HIDE and SEEK
She claims that he has HIDDEN his true feelings for her. He's HIDDEN the truth about what's really going on and why he's leaving. She's SEEKING for him to admit to his love for her. She's also SEEKING the truth about why he's leaving.

Hide and seek is a metaphor for most break-ups. The dumper tends to HIDE the full truth about why things are over. The dumpee is usually left trying to SEEK the full, true reasons for the break-up.
at 2006-8-8 23:37 by Coolio
Meaning

Here is my take on the song's meaning.

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only
just begun to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking feeling.....
......The song begins just after the boyfriend/husband has dumped the girl/wife (Imogen?). She didn't see it coming and is in complete shock. He's made up his mind - this is over. She feels blind-sided and it is all happening so quickly.


Spin me round again
and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy....
....She's thinking, "What?! Rewind. Do over. Replay. Let me turn around and let's start over. Someone please wake me up from this nightmare. I'm confused; this just can NOT be happening. WHAT?!?!?" Again, she did not see it coming. She obviously does not want the relationship to end.


Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first....
....I'll explain "hide and seek" in a bit. It's meaning is offered later in the song. Speaking in general terms, trains tend to be a possession that would likely belong to males (perhaps a hobby of the boyfriend/husband, or the trains could belong to the couple's sons(s)) and sewing machines are thought to be possessions that would typically belong to females (the wife's or daughter's). These were items they purchased together back in the early days of their relationship. The items point towards the fun memories of the early days but they are also an indication of the perceived committment to this being a long-term, perhaps even a life-long, relationship. All those fun, memory-filled years with all of their promises (explicit and insinuated -through the joint purchases) were here first. Remember how good we were?! Again, she really did not see this relationship ever ending...and she's felt that way for a long time.


oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
the sweeping insensitivity
of this
still life....
....I think this has been well covered by lots in previous blogs. She's just mentioning more reminders (crop circles = moved furniture) of their lives together. Pictures of them (and their children; and perhaps their children's artwork) WERE once on the walls, but they are now being removed in this move. Again, she didn't see any of this coming, so the move and everything about it seems hostile...almost like their home is being violated.


At this point, her head isn't spinning as much as the shock is wearing off. She has begun to gather her thoughts and begins putting things together. She has this entire conversation with herself outloud. She's fills in for him, because he's packing and trying to leave as quickly as possible. He said everything he meant to say in his breakup speach. Her speech is filled with anger and sarcasm.

HER: mm what d'ya say?
HIM (she's filling in for him): that you only meant well
HER (dripping with sarcasm): well of course you did

HER: mm what d'ya say?
HIM (she's filling in for him): this it's all for the best
HER (dripping with sarcasm): of course it is

HER: mm what d'ya say?
HIM (she's filling in for him): that it's just what we need
HER (dripping with sarcasm): you decided this?

HER: what did you say?
HER (coming to full realization of what has happened): what did SHE say?....
....You lying, cheating $#@%%^&%@


Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
Speak no feeling no I don't believe you
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit....
....She's using a metaphor to suggest that he's hijacked their love. He's kidnapped and hidden his true feelings for her. She's claiming that he still loves her, but he's denying it and lying about his feelings. Everything that comes out of his mouth is a denial of his love, but she's claiming that he's just kidnapped his true feelings (ransom notes) and his talking to her in this "everything is ok" voice. He's putting on a good show, but she's not falling for it. He speaks without feeling, but she doesn't believe him.


HIDE and SEEK
She claims that he has HIDDEN his true feelings for her. He's HIDDEN the truth about what's really going on and why he's leaving. She's SEEKING for him to admit to his love for her. She's also SEEKING the truth about why he's leaving.

Hide and seek is a metaphor for most break-ups. The dumper tends to HIDE the full truth about why things are over. The dumpee is usually left trying to SEEK the full, true reasons for the break-up.
at 2006-8-8 23:37 by Coolio
yea

nice one coolio
at 2006-8-19 13:13 by cody
Strings Remix?

I see a post above references a stings remix (sic) in the title and a strings remix in the message body. There is a lot of vocoder parts that i think woudl sound absolutley divine if they were instrumentalized by fine strings like a pair of violins. is there such a remix out there? i would love to hear it if anyone has it:
ddfiggins{AT}yahoo.com

Personal thoughts: I think the part about "this cant be happening, when busy streets amess with people would stop to hold..." is saying if this is really over (going with the general break-up idea), then why hasnt the world stopped, why are there people goign around their business, .. if it was really over then they "would stop to hold..."
The general gist I get of this is that they had recently made up, or come back from 'a break' and THEN they had this final break-up.

If your into the music theory this is such a contradictory piece it is so AMAZING how it turns out well whilst doing all the things it shouldn't and changing so much ... almost like there are 3, 4, or maybe 5 different things going on and this is akin to a published 'anthology of poems' .. just in music form. If your interested it is actually a perfect 4/4 rhythm @ approx 120beats ... only took like 40 or 50 listenings to get that!!
It is simply brilliant.
at 2006-9-18 00:15 by DavidF
Strings Version???

Where can I find that version? I heard this song on the brand new show Smith yesterday and spent an hour finding it today. I have no idea why it "speaks" to me the way it does or what it means; I just know it has to be one of the most original and dynamic songs I've ever heard. Also after reviewing some of the comments above I realize I'm kind of an idiot (not really) and have found a new interest in the ability to rely messages and free think and expand my thoughts and feelings,,, a few folks up there are pretty deep. This song truly makes one think. I pay homage to Imogen Heap. Thank you...

Oh yeah,,, please e-mail if you can tell where to find the strings version jj102210@cox.net
at 2006-9-21 05:24 by JeffP
Nevermind,,, here's a link to a strings version....

Listen/download/whatever at your own risk,,, I don't know who's site this is but I just listened to them there and the 2nd version is better, I just don't want anything coming back on me for some strange computer whatever from someone going to the site... Cool???

http://theblob.org/hideandseek.shtml

at 2006-9-21 05:37 by JeffP
Lyrics meaning?

to some this may sound totally outlandish and odd.... but hear me out...

lets say she is preparing you for first contact. thats right i said it...

the song is in my humble about what we have done and havent done the uglyness we are now. and pointing to how they were here first and they are not happy with you. sure you only meant well... but it was your choice non the less. she also is saying i am part of this group but ill speak for the truth of it all for once. "listen wont you?"
at 2006-10-10 18:35 by sEth
Reasoning?

I think the song is about missed opportunities and indecisiveness. Pretending to seek out happiness, but ultimately hiding from it.
at 2006-10-11 03:20 by Anthony
WOW

I teach middle school and after finding this song this weekend, I couldn't stop listening to it (my kids kept asking, "what kind of music is that?). There is something incredibly profound about a work of art (which this truly is to the fullest extent of the phrase)that is universally relevant. To one who is dealing with a recent break-up, the song is about a relationship. To another who is passionate in their feelings towards war (either present conflict or war in general), the song is about mushroom clouds and the insensitivity of society. To Imogen, each word is loaded with a specific, intentional meaning known only to her. The profundity of this song lies not in the fact that listening to it once compels me to listen to it 30 times, but in the realization that the more I listen to it, the more I see myself in it. The song adapts to the person who hears it and it loses no depth in the transformation. Beautiful work.
at 2006-11-2 17:29 by alan571
much too passionate